Hi guys, FUCK I'm not active here

It's my birthday :sob: so I wrote some message for myself. (Also CW for mentions of the Confinement and Kwite/Orion drama)

Well. I'm a year older now. It's weird because when I was a kid, I always saw my age now as this big scary number and I could never forsee myself being that way. It feels like I was 12, turning 13 soon just a few months ago, I can't believe this happened so soon. I've... changed a lot from when I was 12 since. After I started to be the person whom I really was, I look a lot different, more like me. I've gotten better friends, and a better mindset. I don't crumble at every little inconvenience or S/H as much anymore. And I'm proud of myself. I still have some flaws and I can't fully undo the mistakes I've made, but I'm just glad to keep going to be honest.

SCP was always there for me, ever since I was 9 or 10? It was, and still is one of my biggest comforts and hyperfixations to this day. And so was Confinement, I was really excited staying up late at night when I was 11 just to binge watch the entire show, being scared of it, yet so happy and excited. Being 15 now just to see the show in shambles and the shit that happened is a pity, but I've mostly moved on, but still quite disappointed. Bung was a big inspiration for me to draw and write about SCP stuff, and I was excited to interact with them and stuff. We only talked once, but I was so giddy when I spoke to them, it was about episode 8. I don’t believe that they were fully in the wrong because she was likely being manipulated by Orion, but some of the things they did were fully in her control. Like apparently the plot of episode 8 was going to be a lot different than how it ended up in the end, but Orion came in and changed a lot of it. But no one forced Bung to accept Orion's weird ass requests?? Poor fucking Kwite. Fuck Orion. I'm so fucking disappointed in Bung. Why did it all have to end like this?

I like Newgrounds :))))

So, my birthday happened recently and I thought it'd be a good time for me to make a Newgrounds account. This seems like a better version of Twitter tbh, it looks nice, from the formatting to the art, I wish it had it's own app though. This place seems cool. Newground artists seem cool, I hope I have a good time here posting my art and stuff.